Swiyyah Nadirah Muhammad’s introduction, “I’m an award winning author, motivational speaker, certified TV producer, actress, and screenwriter. I’ve come a long way and for anyone that is suffering from past pains, I’m here to help you learn how to forgive others and use that negative energy to manifest greatness.”
She shared, “When some people have a break from reality, God speaks to them. God gave me several revelations that have helped me become a success. During my break from reality, I didn’t have a job, a book, a TV show, or a plan for success. God told me to take baby steps, forgive, and never give up because in the end I’ll be very wealthy. These revelations kept me going in my darkest hour.”
Her story, “When I was five, my eight year old brother molested me. A young girl molested him so he thought this was normal. I forgave him but he couldn’t forgive himself. When he turned 23 he committed suicide. This was devastating. When I had my break from reality at the age of 28, I called his name. When I was 16 my step dad abused us physically. I remember standing in line to get beatings but God blocked out the abuse from my memory. For a while I thought I didn’t get beatings until my family told me otherwise. The abuse I’ve suffered caused me to be terrified I would repeat the abuse so I never had children. The abuse still affects me. When I have intercourse with a man I feel nothing at all; I please him but not myself. I usually can’t wait until it’s all over. I need to see a sexologist.”
Swiyyah continued, “At eight years old, a young girl wanted to fight me. I searched my medicine cabinet for medication to take to end my life but I didn’t find any. I went to school and the girl got her finger slammed in the door and I don’t remember her bothering me after that. I would advise anyone that is being bullied to talk to someone about what they are going through. I would tell them that they have something special that the other kids see and are jealous of. Smile at them and walk away. Try not to get into any altercations; don’t fuel the fire.”
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