Regardless of what we believe, we do not go in search of money! Though it may seem like spendable cash is the imploding primary impetus of all of our actions, nothing could be further from the truth. We are NOT in search of money (inert tangible paper and jingling coins) but in hot pursuit of the compelling vibrational electro-magnetic attracting force of energy it generates. Sexual energy induces the same extrapolating field of attraction (second to money) and yet, we believe with all of our being that we desire sexual intimacy more than anything else in the whole wide world. When I conclude these three statements with the esoteric theoretical assumption (only because it cannot be proven while we are in the earth bodies and with finite doubting minds of resistance) that DEATH capitulates the mastery (and thereby succumbs to supremacy) of these two former energies with such an attracting compulsion, as to leave the other frailly incapacitated vitalized energies in the wind, I know you will gasp in shocked, disgruntled, dismay.
How in the world can DEATH hold the highest seat of esteemed prominence and be the corporeal master of lust in our hearts? Why would DEATH, of all things, be the cherished option we seek, out of the innumerable hierarchy attracting forces on earth? (Sex, Death & Money) Because of the ineffable transitional properties associated. We WANT to be changed “in a twinkling of an eye.” We are not satisfied with who we think we are and seek to know something else about ourselves or others. We KNOW there is more, much more; we just don’t know how to get at it.
We are alive on earth because we are curious and we want to be transformed into something other than what we are presently experiencing. If it were not so, then ONE experience for us, (any validated emotionally death-defying, heart rendering, gut wrenching, sexually or orgasmic, LOSS OR GAIN human experience) could do it for us. But, it don’t, it won’t, it can’t and it never will. Unarguably, we are an ineffable human begging bowl of perpetually changing desires that never let up! From one thing to another, we wander in search of being totally enraptured! But, far be it from our consciousness, the principal reason we do what we do is always hidden; never revealed; left undetected by the human eye.
If we possessed the horned antennae of the unicorn, it would not be so. We would detect the vibrational inconsistencies without even flickering the eyelashes in our eyelids. But, we are NOT unicorns and we don’t possess the obvious resonating horn. Or, do we? The thing is, with transformation, it doesn’t happen quickly or irrespectively. In fact, one ancient master was quoted as saying: “IF I be lifted up, I will draw all men unto myself.” Now, what could he have possibly been referring to? May be, the same esoteric idea of transformative attracting energies which lure us to press on; motivate us not to give up; cause us to stand upon our deeply ingrained convictions? Who knows, but the butterfly?
To pierce the veil of idiotic pretense of thinking there’s something outside of us that will change our inner core calls for an inexplicable transformative journey. Of course, it won’t happen like you imagine it will and it certainly won’t happen quickly or expectantly. And, you can rest assured, it won’t be anything near the imprisoned ideas you have set your mind and sights upon. Planning for its ‘hoped for’ arrival is simply out of the question! Not to mention utterly futile and desperately stupid! In fact, if anything shows up that remotely resembles what you THINK it will be, you can rest assured, it’s NOT that!
Some people say to look into to your future with expectant eyes and hopeful hearts: with preferential mind sets of where you want to be in 5, 10, and 15 years. But, I say, “NO”! Be exactly and precisely where your feet are this very moment. Situated on the particular soil of which you stand. “Take thy shoes off; Thou art standing upon Holy ground.” The fact is: from where you stand and with each step you take, you enter into the ‘holies of holies’ of your designated life. You can do nothing else, nowhere else, with no one else at this minute in eternity. In essence, you are currently walking smack dab into your vitalized future without trying to figure out how you will get there. No need to plan, prod, probe, connive and manipulate circumstances in your favor. That’s an impossible and implausible attempt, anyway.
The first unadulterated steps, you will seek to a ‘natural and convenient’ truth of your underlying motivation of authentic expression, is to desire something! Yes, I said DESIRE! You mean, after this entire ‘flopsy-dopsy’ charismatic, guileless synopsis, I have come full circle to the crux of the matter? Yes. Transformation. You are going to be transformed on your journey through this life. There is no doubt about it. No way to escape or deny it. It’s going to happen all over the place, right where you stand and operate daily. In the very midst of all of your complaining, bemoaning, criticizing, condemning, accusing, blaming, exalting, lying, cheating, pretending, loving, sharing, thanking, praying, and worrying, you are going to be lifted up and out of your current despondent despair and agitated self- concern.
But, Paula, how is it going to take place? It will begin by diminishing self-importance and self-gain. But, not when you try to achieve it; that too, is a disguised form of self-invested goodness in order to arrive at a specified goal. Now, back to the: “Subject of Desire”. (http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1468016849/ref=pd_lpo_k2_dp_sr_2?pf_rd_p=486539851&pf_rd_s=lpo-top-stripe-1&pf_rd_t=201&pf_rd_i=B008J2AW7W&pf_rd_m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&pf_rd_r=1XDDPYWCTWM2VPH5A55A ) Yes, Desire. You are, in effect, walking desire but you cleverly and coyly, at times, do what you can to cover it up. To de-mask or de-ass it; whichever the case may be. (You are convinced works in your favor at the time) The motivating thing is for you to do is to exhume your one indelibly entrenched resonating desire.
It’s the raw, pulsating, gyrating vibrating passion that makes you who you are! Its magnified force cannot any more be denied than you can crawl back up into your mother’s womb [dead or alive]. Exposing, embracing, activating (setting it free) will resonate so high with you that the bliss attained cannot be described. One master referred to it as ‘knowing the truth and it shall set you free’. And, by simply following this one single, sacred, sensual, sublime, artistic, sexual, money-laden, death implied impetus, you will be changed.
I’ve taken you on this very short 180 day journey of FanBox, including the making of over $10,000 (it will be way passed that amount by the time this is published) because this is where my feet are currently standing. I am driven by an undeniable passion to connect, communicate, share and explore the possibilities of a money making venue FanBox offers. I am having so much fun there is no way for me to tell you with words typed on a computer screen. I just know I am having the time of my life interacting with all of the marvelous people (intimate friends) I have met and, continue to meet, from all over the globe.
This is what I am talking about when I say being transformed. We are in the midst of a global planetary revolution taking place whereby people from all over the world share ideas, passions, dreams, concerns and deeply held convictions that they want to see come to pass altered/changed/ transformed. It’s called the “raising of consciousness of mankind”. The ‘what’s in it for me’ thread is dying and in its place a new regenerated “there are many mansions” blanket of love is sweeping the planet. Known as the universal brotherhood of man, we are all in this thing together called life and we will all ascend out of this sphere of influence through the most highly evolved state there is: death. Until then, let us gravitate to that which so steadfastly and long-sufferingly lures us to do what we do for no other reason than we love doing it.
Sharing, caring, and allowing the seasons of change to flood our beings in joyous delight. I’m up for the next hundred and eighty days of untold mystery and majesty, staring with this encroaching second as it passes into the next. In no way, have I opted for laziness, unconcern, or disinterest. Quite the contrary , IF you are following your innate passion, You will be so on fire, people will see and feel the fire in you while recognizing and yearning to express it in themselves. I am having a gala celebrated ball. I could not be happier or more fulfilled. “Go and do likewise”.