I am concluding a three year period of my life best described by a tarot card called ‘The Tower.” This card signifies sudden and dramatic change as the tower pictured on the card representing one’s life as it has been ‘structured’ comes tumbling down amidst lightening bolts from above. . . casting one and all unceremoniously to the ground.
During this period, which began after my business failed, I started to honestly search within myself; for I knew I had made serious financial mistakes that led me to this unfortunate circumstance. I had not done enough business planning. I, like a lot of people in those heady days of 2006 and 2007 just kept spending. . . I lost touch, I think, with the realities of finance that I knew well from my days in corporate banking (26 years.)
But, I had a dream. . . I thought that because it was spiritually based, I was exempted from failure. The business model, however, was so out of line expense wise, that even Divine intervention could not, would not ‘save’ me; and I went under fast. . in September of 2008 when the economy initially went into free fall. The holistic health and wellness center I had envisioned was not to be . . at least in this incarnation.
I lost all of my savings. . . anything left quickly went to living expenses . . . I was unable to find even part time work going into 2009. I was in deep financial trouble indeed. At the same time I was experiencing these dire financial conditions, I began to receive energetic downloads of information directly from the Spirit world. At first, I was not certain where these came from. . later, my primary Guides identified themselves as the Archangel Metatron and, later still, as Mary Magdalen.
Why do I take the time to tell you all this. . which, believe me, is much abbreviated? Because, for me, this is what it took for me to surrender. . to begin to listen. . . to really listen. . . to what the Angelic Realm had to say to me. (Keep in mind that I had already taken Angel courses and had worked an active program of 12 Step recovery for 15 years.)
Later, in April, 2010, apparently, I was still not ‘listening’ well enough. . I injured my left leg; and it simply would not heal. . if one muscle healed, another developed a painful spasm. . I was never without pain in that leg for the next 20 plus months. . which kept me very close to home and more inactive than I would have ever been. . just where my Angels and Guides wanted me. . I was finally teachable. . .
So, here I am, almost three years later. . having shifted into a whole new energetic me. . I have weathered the worst financial situations. . almost lost my house. . Didn’t. .
I have had physical changes. . In response, I have changed my diet because my body has become crystalline. . . More on this later. . .
And why did God, yes, God, and the whole Host of Heaven have to practically tie me down before they could give me this most beautiful gift. . . of learning who I am . . .who they are . . .of learning to travel inter-dimensionally. . . of learning we are so much more than we think we are . . .and there is so much more out there than we think. . certainly than we are told . . .
First of all, I believe I signed up for all of this . . that it is part and parcel of my Life Plan . . and that all of it is enflolded into a bigger Plan . . that of the Divine Plan for the Planet Earth . . .The business led me to my learning to listen . . . led me to this moment . . . I share my story because you may be entering where I have been . . . for the Shift happens to us as we open to its energies or when enough of the old drops away leaving us open to the touch of Spirit . . the brush of an Angel . .
to be continued . .
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